Ystd,aft a long but incredibly meaningful service by Pst Ulf ended,i or rather we,heard a vr sad news abt one of our dear friend. I was quite devastated when the news broke out to us. I feel vr useless couldnt do a thing to help. I feel like want to kill myself,cuz tis is not my first encounter but then again i dunn for how many times i was completely hopeless. Somthg like losing ur limbs one by one,can only see ur good friends gone. Nvr knw when u can see them again, wat happens to them aftwards, how much they've changed, to wat extend, are they doing fine,etc.

I miss those times when i had BS wif her,sharing wif her, went for a meal 2gether (there was tis one awesome experience, i tasted a vr delicious chcken rice for e first time!!) Pls take note,it wasnt my first time tasted a chkn rice,bt my first time tasted a vr nice one,ok:) Well,im certainly gonna miss her..will alwys keep her in prayer.