ALL I WANTED WAS TO GET YOUR ATTENTION
BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO CARE
Sunday, March 23, 2008 Y
6:23 AM
For the last 2weeks,i feel like abt to go crazy alrdy..because of the many problems tat i've been facing. But i didnt..yeah thanks to my leader, Hui Jun..hhm,i think i'l just write Evyette cuz her English name sounds n looks cooler (easier to write). But be careful, she's..hhm,nvm..i still want my head intact to its right place =) Dun get me wrong, it just tat it's not the right thing to talk abt someone else + there isnt much to talk abt anyway .
I respect her vr much, vr grateful n thankful tat she's my leader.. The reason is because Mr Ariefin (myself) not an easy person to teach (can chck wif my mom if dont believe..hehe..). Im also SURPRISED when she or ppl say Ariefin is teachable. I wonder why..nono..i mean it must be because of HiM to place her under the authority over my life.. Really thank God for her to be my leader.
Wait,wait,i think i sidetrack quite a bit there. Bck to the main topic..cuz of the stress tat i had, i thought of goin to Heaven..Anyway, i went to talked to my leader over the phone..we talked,discussed, she gave me some advices..aft the conversation i had with her, i feel life is so beautiful like WoW,look!vr nice blue sky =) But,my hand was shaking a bit during the sharing i had with her (was it cuz of the presence of Holy Spirit or my hand just tired of holding the phone? Hhm,im not sure myself). One more thing,i hope my phone bill wont be too high at the end of the month. I mean i've been calling ppl here n there too.
Last time i didnt really like to giv ppl a call..u ask me to call tis person or tis person,i die die wont do it even if Evyette asked me..it was cuz.. ok,i call.. then?? I mean talk abt wat? how long i've to talk?(if the person vr talkative..good or bad?). But now,i see myself n say to myself..not bad Ariefin,yeah! Way to go man!..yep, i've changed littl by littl. Though there's a special case if talk to my opposite gender..vr stress man -.- (it's not like last time when i can only say 1 or 2 words).
Yep, so for the past few weeks..really really tough but i made it through with the help of HiM, Pst Kong, Evyette, Qiaofen n many others. Love all of them, love my CG s23, love n peace alwys! *S23,Evyette--5
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;
